Why can’t you see it?!
Do I have to spell it out for you?
You can’t see the pain in my eyes.
Or the hurt in my smile.
What about how hard it is to work up that smile?
Do you see that?
My laugh is even harder.
And guess what?
Every bit of it is fucking fake.
But no you don’t see that either.
“you need to think of your family and friends..”
I stared at them,
Then they added,
“But don’t forget about yourself too”
I’m not even gonna tell her, it’ll just hurt her. She will find out soon enough.
Besides something’s are better left unsaid.
Nobody knows yet, and I like that.